Sikeston Sunrise......Blue

Platinum baby
hooded
Crowded, people surround but you and I are alone
blue, blue, blue is all I see
where will you take me, will you take me at all
burnin, yearnin, I ache for you to fill me up
melt into me
play the game
stolen glances
moist lips meet.....for a brief moment
you play so well
this is yours and you excel
air so thick, can't take much more
you devilish angel, you clipped your wings
glue them back on for me.....for me
lights fade and we go
gotta be near
too many people, distractions all around
but I am aware....you are still there
I wait.....wait.....wait
I see you see me
gotta be near and so I am
just have to touch
ink on your skin
now it's you and I
you shiver and shake
it is so cold, yet you smile my favorite smile
you pull me in ...........



Sikeston sunrise.....to the naked eye
it's mundane
to me.................Blue,blue,blue

Stay

They told me you did it again today. I am so angry. You can't give in to it. You have to wake up. I can't lose you......I can't......I have lived through many things but, I can't live through that. You have to come back to the living. You can't keep going down that road. I know it has been hell but, I am here for you. We are all there for you when you decide that you are ready to live. How could we stand by and watch you do this to yourself? We are all in touch again and it feels like old times but, you aren't there. DO you remember when we were all kids, bliss, bliss, bliss. Drugs, parties, and rockinroll. We all loved each other and swore it would last forever....life got in the way. We were beautiful then. We could be again. Come back to us. Come back...........stay. I love you kid. Loved you since I was 14. We all love you more than you know....JT,JO,SH, JH, KJ,me..............we fucking love you. WHen did the fucking drugs become more important than us? When did you decide to be a mothafuckin stereotype? You are sick kid. Just stay.
Baby come down
You can't stay that high
You can't keep telling that lie
Baby come down

Baby get up
You can't stay that low
You can't lose your soul
Baby get up

Baby Take my hand
You can't hide any more
You can't get to the core
Baby take my hand

Baby don't go
You can't let it slip away
You can't hide from the day
Baby don't go.......................................stay.

Sir Newton

So I want to meet a homeless guy with no teeth and braids in his hair. His name should be Sir Newton and he is homeless because he wants to be. He decided fuck the system & fuck society. He will spit mad rhymes to blow your mind. He will say "Hey sister, I got what I need, my coat and my cup." He will hate material things. He will have traveled the world and seen the most beautiful things and say " You want to see beauty, look in your back yard man..... cuz hell, mother nature, she is every where, ya dig?". Sir Newton ............


Just a guy I would like to someday meet. Maybe someday.

Bellissimo Angelo

It is a beautiful day so take it all in. The bus is passing on by jump in and go for the ride. Don't get left behind you never know where this bitch stops.

We can go anywhere you wanna go
you wanna go fast, you wanna go slow
take my hand lets dance naked around the moon.
Take it all in you will have to go soon
but for tonight I am you and you are me and we are ours
our own little world where nothing sours
I breathe you in and exhale out
your smell your touch is what I am all about
wrap your fingers in my hair
helluva night we're gonna share
Let's just taste what we would be like
when you finish from behind the mic.

Your Words

your lips so delicate cut through me like a knife,
your words, your words, oh my god your words
they seduce and cut loose i cant put up a fight
i cant win, give in, give in,
and so i do
my head is spinning what is this.....pleasure
i open up, i let you in, pure delight
you smile your knowing smile and over the edge i go
loss of sight, bursts of light, heart beating like a drum
flood gate opens you win with your words
i scream, and i scream
your words, your words, oh my god your words
the lyrical lovemaking is insanity to me
others have come close and then failed
where have you been my wordy lover
I'm hungry for more will i ever find another

Dates With Mother Nature

I have dates with mother nature.
We have a place where we meet, this is a sacred place for me, I have shared it with no one.
It is a hill that over looks a river. It is beautiful. Today it was hard to get to. Mother nature likes to get revenge when she is mistreated. She is a bitch and I love her for it! The river is swollen, I finally made it to my destination. I know I will be rewarded for my determination to reach her.
I have missed her deeply. Winter is cruel to me, it holds me hostage in my mind, I think it is her way of letting us know she is beautiful,loving, and cruel. Oh how I love her! Winter flirts with me, I can see her, but, she makes it hard for me to leave myself so we can be together.
I woke up this morning and it was beautiful. Sun shining, a soft wind, and she was calling me. I slip out of the house to be with her.
I reach my spot and take off my shoes. I fall to the ground and dare not move. I wait for her. I am on my back, eyes closed, sprawled out like a starfish. I can feel her coming near.
I feel the soft wind rustle the grass around my body, I am hers.
The wind rushes over me enveloping me, the sun is piercing me. She sings me a song. I am truly happy in this moment. My body reacts to her touch, a lover that has come to call once more. I know this is a jewel of a moment. Tears slide down my face, my sadness leaves me. I know as soon as I leave her it will return, but for this moment she relieves me of it. I am hers and she smiles upon me. I long for the day she takes me to be hers and hers alone. A cloud passes overhead and wakes me from my thoughts. I know I must leave her once more, but our affair will have many more moments. She knows I feed off of her during these moments and she leaves me just hungry enough so I will always return to her.
I smile and whisper to her " I will come again........"
My hair blows in the wind, she lets me know she is pleased.